I was intending on writing this journal since this morning. I never have been the type of person to brood over things that happen on any magnitude. There is always hope I have to tell myself, I didn't expect anyone to answer my journal and I was almost right. Most people probably ignored it or decided to stay away from me. In a strange way I lashed out because I hoped someone would help (I know understand emos a little better) In my weakest moment no one was there and I slept very sadly. But I still got up strong as usual having to tackle life and no sadness or lonliness ever stopped that. But I was surprised someone did answer and it was someone who I barely know. Anyway it's good to know that someone was there and more or less that it was someone from the world I was cursing. This little act of kindness is something I will never forget. In the grand scheme of this crazy thing we call life someone played a crucial role and it will change the world in ways I can't imagine.

Thank you Jad

Tomarrow is another day someone if anyone can care.